Some Sadness

The past few days the Sun has been shining the temperature is a little warmer and Spring Fever is in the air. So why the sadness? I've pulled a muscle in my leg. I think it may be the groin muscle or formally called the adductor muscle.

I ignored it for a few days thinking it would go away but in reality I think I made it worse. I've searched the Internet for remedies. Ibuprofen, ice and rest are the only way to heal it. With 6 weeks to go until the half marathon the resting part is making me restless. What if it won't heal before the 1/2. What if I won't ever run again? Am I going to blow up like a balloon not burning any extra calories? So here I sit when I'd really like to be outside on a nice long run soaking in the sun, fresh air and endorphins. All the things I realize I crave, now that I can't partake.